Nothing new to say. I havent really been artsy. But it comes and it goes. I need to just force myself. Perhaps focus on learning some new technique or some such. AHH whatever

Alright so I don't want to sound like a newb but this wacom tablet is amazing. In just a day my abilities with photoshop have seen some awesome progress. I think it has to do with the interface. Its so simple to use. I dont even need my mouse anymore! The one draw back is that when I lay on my bed and kick back to draw I cant reach my keyboard to type... Actually I was thinking about all the awesome applications this tablet has. I can't wait to use this with a few big screen LCDs... I am addicted . Hopefully I will get finished with some manipulations I am doing... and I can post them. Anyways... enough of that. You will see my deviousness soon enough... wahaha

I felt the need to say that I got a wacom intuous3 9x12 for my birthday... its gonna be sweet I bet. So to prepare for it I have been messing around more with digital painting... all crap sketches, but I can only imagine what I will do when I get that tablet.... hopefully have alot of fun

So I have noticed that I broke the ten thousand pageview marker, and I was sitting here debating on what this meant to me exactly. I have come to the conclusion that my pageviews are meaningless. While I have more than some... I know plenty of artists that make ten thousand pageviews in a single day. Nevertheless It is a nice number... but I am eager to find a day when I make a image that is seen on that scale in one day. Basically I am wondering what kind of image it is going to be.
On another note... I dropped the CSS journal. I wish I knew how to make those things because the one I was using was crap.. it didnt fit my style of photography. One of these days I need to sit down and really look over how to make one of my own, but then again I am more taken with the idea of learning digital painting or get more involved with photo-manipulation.
I am still in Japan but I am starting to wonder if I am going to get a job out here. I think that I will be going back to my ship in Hawaii on the 26th. I can't say I am upset about it, because by the time I am done I will have seen most of Tokyo. Also I can say that I am comfortable with wandering this place. In the end this trip is going to be my rebirth. I wonder where I will set my eyes on next. I am actually eager to get away from civilization altogether. Find a village in a remote location. Maybe Tibet? Or maybe I will go and live with some tribe in the amazon? I don't really know. Of course if something comes up here where I can stay for the rest of my life I will take that opportunity in a heartbeat, but I don't feel like my destiny is going to allow me to stay anywhere. My eyes drive me... and they always thirst for new colors gracing the surface of new horizons. Anyways... enough rambling. Time to sleep.